Closure

It's something I don't think I ever will get, really.

There are just so many things in my life that are left or have been left hanging. Issues are unresolved, and just swept under the carpet; I move on, pretending they never happened.

But when it all comes crashing down, it hits home hard, and one starts to realise that the emotional baggage carried around from day to day gets heavier. Perhaps I've been so accustomed to it, that I don't see the need for closure, but now that's it's near breaking point, it's different.

Let's just say events from last year are starting to haunt me once again; things that were meant to have been laid to rest long ago have not been.

Strangely enough, I'm drawing seemingly closer to certain people, and that's not necessarily a good thing. Gwyneth asked me to be her tutor for Math and the Sciences, and I'm helping Xiu Qing with Chem. Once again, it's time to decide and draw the line...

And I'm up preparing for the stupid debate which Melody expects us to win. Got the points already, and Chermy's helping me find case studies. I don't suppose I can go sleep now, can I? I really need sleep. There's heats the whole of next week for Track, then there's Math and the Debate on Wed. It's a busy week ahead. God give me strength to make it through...