Fear

Race in 6 hours. My hands are starting to get cold, and it's only Geography now.

Keng Sheng's going for the soccer match against TPJC, so he won't be running. So I should get at least a silver. What happened during the break didn't make me feel better - Melody believes I can beat Zhong Ting, which I haven't done since...last year, I believe.

The pressure's mounting. And people have asked me, why do I take it so seriously? Why do I want to win? I'm still left pondering: is it an issue of taking pride in what I do, or is it my perfectionistic nature (which is diminishing with each passing day, oh the wonders of apathy)?

All I know is I want to win. I'm stepping out of where I was, and I believe I can.