Responsibility

I am pissed, and probably will remain that way till the issue is sorted out.

Being the person in the middle suddenly seems like the worse position I can be in. Why do I have to take responsibility for someone else's actions. In fact, it's everyone's actions.

It's not the easiest task distributing papers to people, especially during the elective weeks. And things are messy, and things get missing. I've done my part, what more do you want really? Am I supposed to beg people to hand their work in on time? Is that my responsibility too? Am I to be blamed if someone hands in his work late? Is it my fault that people don't hand in work? Is it my fault that people lose their work?

I'm becoming the scapegoat for all that nonsense. No, I'm not the problem. No other subject distributes and collects as much work. And besides, the class is too individualised, as compared to last year, as I was discussing with Melody over lunch.

So really, I don't care if I'm stepping down. I don't care if you people have to do 8 more articles, or get a big fat zero for the Wells assignment. Why? It's not my fault; my conscience is clear. Blame those who lose their work instead of blaming the rep really. I've had enough. I'd like to see who wants to replace me and do a better job. It's not that easy, despite the claims that it is. This isn't SS, where all Chao Chia asks is for a stack of paper per term. I collect the journals fortnightly, hand up dozens of assignments for the class, and other administrative nonsense.

This is the end really. When are people going to start taking responsibility for their own lives instead of perennially pushing the blame to others? When are people ever going to take responsibility for their own learning and their own lives? I cannot be bothered already. This is breaking point. So grow up, you think you people are flawless? Think again. Think hard and long. Use that grey matter in your head, lest it decays and rots.