Saddened

I am greatly saddened, as I was telling Charmaine yesterday.

It greatly frustrates and saddens me when people in life walk past without looking up, and they move on just like that. To them, you're just another in the sea of faces; insignificant, nothing.

It is really sad, when the things you once told people, wanting them to change for the better, fall on deaf ears, and they turn away from you now. The changes are hard to accept, in all reality. I'm not concerned about the change, I'm concerned about the reason behind it.

The whole idea of a leader... Is it that hard? Or am I just merely going through the motions without imparting anything to those who play(ed) a part in my life thus far? Deep down, I feel responsible for what happened, yet knowing that I can't blame myself; I know I did have a part to play, a part that could have changed things.

I shall try to seek comfort in the fact that people, hopefully, still have friends capable of guiding them where I fell short...