Hmm. Day out at the beach yesterday at Sentosa. Enjoyed the company there; enjoyed the company of the lapping waves even more. Did I mention that the rhythmic patterns of waves lapping the shore is really soothing and it's perfect for thinking.
Spent most of the time floating around undisturbed in silent reverie, save Andrew's occasional attempts to submerge and kill me. It was really a time of serenity; one much needed and deserved.
Honestly, I felt too caught up yesterday, doing something which was utterly pointless and redundant.
After dinner, we went to Jeann's place, and Andre, of all people, had to go too. As usual, I was tormented by his (and Joshua Hui's) constant...persuasions (yeah right). I still don't see why! It's...not what I want. Granted you all make it out to be so 'attractive' (pun intended), but still I had enough of this already.
I know I'm slowly letting go of what has been haunting me. When I let go entirely, what happens then? Do I 'move on with life'? Can I move on with life? Like Frodo aptly puts it, there are some things that time cannot mend, some hurts that go too deep; that have taken hold. Four years since Weathertop, and he feels the pain. I've not even come to four months. But I shall try to forget everything, and move on...
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