Apathy

Three days to the Promos, and honestly, I don't care anymore. I can't be bothered with subject combinations or anything else. I'm on the verge of saying, "I don't care two hoots if I fail my Promos (which is impossible)."

I don't see why things have to happen at this present time. I honestly have no time for this, as much as I'd like to do something about it. And I can't do anything after my Promos are over because the time isn't right either. So what? Get depressed and wait till the holidays to resolve it?

Sorry, it's not happening. I think I've had enough already. Yet the ironic fact is that I still want you back.

I just realised guys can be just so disgustingly irresponsible at times...

And worst of all, today's a Saturday. How am supposed to smile in church and pretend everything's alright? Yeah, I know - be real, don't pretend. Not going to work. I do not need people asking me what's wrong in my life.

I don't want to talk about it, I just want to sit and stare at you...

If only I could. But it isn't going to happen. But somethings that are lost cannot be replaced. If you think I can go and find someone else like that, you're gravely mistaken. I shall just learn the art of self-sufficiency and survive on my own.